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To me, this movie is perfection.

That was an excellent one.

Absolutely the worst movie.

By the time the dramatic fireworks start popping off, each one feels earned.

Almost as difficult to write about, as to watch, this harrowing film is a nightmare from start to finish. Single mother, Kotoko is played by Cocco, who we understand co-wrote the film basing it on her own experiences. Some experiences they must have been, too, if this is to be believed. For some considerable stretch she is struggling inside and out the house carrying, awkwardly, her screaming child. The next phase seems to involve real or imagined violence upon this child. All the time the camera, our viewpoint, is skewed and uneven as the sound around deafens. And all the time the lead lady is self harming, in a big way. As if this were not enough the film's director and co-writer also appears and attempts a relationship with this ongoing nightmare, crazy lady. Uncompromising, as ever, this is quite different from Tsukamoto's other work but then I guess that remarkably they are all quite distinctive with just the one thing in common that makes them his own and makes them so difficult to watch. This is raw and desperate humanity desperately trying to maintain the slenderest grip on something the least bit tolerable in the face of rampant madness.

It's an uneasy film to watch it starts off quite shaky and gets worse as her sanity drops and the film gets very intense when it builds back up the shakiness is gone. Then everything seems pleasant and happy it has quite surreal elements and dream like scenes I wasn't a fan of the constant singing but its important to the character that she sings. There is some uneasy imagery during the breakdown sequences that will stay with you but the movie has a relieving conclusion not the happiest but the best possible outcome. The acting is top notch and you really feel for the character and her family. I didn't understand some things so I may need to re-watch not your average tsukamoto film but definitely a good drama about a devoted mother with a dissociative disorder.

I find it sad that this provocative, challenging film has such a low rating. This is a film about a serious subject (mental illness) that is portrayed through intense visuals and expressionistic performance. The director positions you so that you feel like you are inside the characters head and its a very distressing place to be. There is strong violence and the film is very tragic but there are also moments of beauty such as when Cocco sings and dances. Yes, the camera work is very "shaky" buy the purpose is to create a realism and disorientation as experienced by the character. If the film had been shot formally it would have lost its impact. This is not a film for mainstream cinema fans. It is a challenging and artistic piece of work that deserves serious attention.

In a story that is co-written by its star, Cocco, we're also allowed into her personal life. The themes of this film are based on her real personality. Although it's very likely it goes to this extreme: Kotoko is a single mother that is suffering from an illness that gives her double vision. This double vision is not your typical optical issue, but more like an hallucination. It causes her to see two of the people she meets, and one of the two is usually the good or bad opposite of the other. The question is, which one is real? She has learned that she doesn't have double vision as long as she sings. But this is not something she seems to take advantage of. Because of this, she's terrified of letting her child meet strangers. Ultimately, this causes her to decide that they need to isolate themselves in the apartment. But after a big breakdown which causes authorities to think she is abusing the child, they take it from her and give the custody to Kotoko's sister. Kotoko is allowed to meet her child now and then, but things are not the same. Kotoko's inevitable downfall involves her harming herself more and more. This is where Tanaka (played by Tsukamoto himself) steps in. He found himself fascinated by Kotoko after hearing her sing on the bus, and begins to stalk her in hopes to get her hand marriage. After realizing she is deeply troubled, he is still set on getting her love, so he (obsessively) tries to help her through it. By letting her harm him, instead of herself.One of the opinion-dividing things about "Kotoko" is how much you feel that you have to understand about her. Her character is suffering greatly, but we're not fully being allowed into her mind. Personally, this made it all the stronger to me. As an audience, I quite enjoy feeling disoriented when dealing with mentally instable characters. It makes sense to me that you wouldn't be allowed to know it all. If you know how she thinks and how her illness works, you'll be able to figure out the consequences to actions in her surroundings. And that takes out a big load of the intensity that I get from "Kotoko". The moment we're forced to understand an illness, we're going to judge it accordingly. What Kotoko is suffering from is therefor a stranger to us, and it keeps it uncalculated.The visual style of Shinya Tsukamoto is on top in this one. The shaky camera feels a lot more appropriate here than in "Tetsuo: The Bullet Man" (one of the things I at times found annoying in that film) because it feels part of the journey. Wherein "Tetsuo: The Bullet Man" it probably served as a modern tool to make it intense, and maybe get away with some effects. Here it's to visually present what's in her mind, it seems. The cinematography overall is great in this one. Some shots are among his best to date. A quite experimental scene towards the end where the kid toys starts to "live" and move around Kotoko is incredible. Equally great are the hallucinations, even though they are kept a lot more realistic (often violent, though).You can rest assured that "Kotoko" offers some Shinya Tsukamoto trademark violence - quite over-the-top effects that somehow still remain realistic. It's what he does best. It's never as crazy as in the world of Tetsuo, and not as genre-bending as in "Toyko Fist". Rather it's exaggerated to make it more effective. And successfully so. The scenes of self-inflicted harm are pretty damn raw, while the scenes of a beaten Tanaka are more exaggerated. Then there's a scene towards the end that I think will work wonders with most viewers. Very strong and effective FX in "Kotoko" overall.How can I wait until the sixth paragraph before I get into the acting of Cocco? It's not the violence nor the visuals that keeps this so intense. It's the acting of Cocco. Her intense screams are especially harrowing and can bring a chill up your spine in some scenes. You simply want her to stop, because they're so chaotic and quite frankly built a feeling of angst and panic in me. Of course, her acting isn't great only because of the screaming, but that's one thing that I think will leave everyone slightly scarred. They also use her musical expertise as a painkiller for her character, and even though this is not really a musical you can expect lots of music. In contrast to her horrific screams, her singing is slow and beautiful.There is more to be said about "Kotoko", but I think I have to limit myself. Simply put, I really liked "Kotoko". Devastating, insane, intense and creative in a way that only Shinya Tsukamoto knows how. This is a lot more personal than many of his films, and one that I feel affects me more than most of them as well. Although it's not as good as his best work, I do think this ranks up high. Somewhere near "A Snake of June", I'd say. If you want to go through a series of tonal shifts, from depressing and sad, to violent, to semi-surreal and finally to almost comedic at times, then check it out. Shinya Tsukamoto remains on top!Full review, as well as more reviews at: www.FilmBizarro.com